I miss you so much
Mother of mine
I just want you to hold me
And go back in time
I'm no longer the person
You had left behind
With you, I lost more of myself
Than words can ever describe.
I'm sorry for what life gave you
I feel I'm the reason behind.
The world has abruptly ended
Never gave me a chance to revive.
Days come and go
Sleepless nights pass by
I have stopped crying
The tears have also dried
To be as strong as you, I try
Your tiny frame, always defied
There is no rhyme or reason
For me to even survive .
What wouldn't I give in return
To see your smile, fragile
Shouldn't have let the fires take you
Shouldn't have lit the funeral pyre.
Everyone loves for a reason
But yours came with no ties
You hugged me when I was good
Tad tighter when I didn't make you proud.
I can assure you, I'm no good now
I reach for you from the hallows
Pick me up while I'm still trying
For not much longer, I'll be survive.
