Loss

I miss you so much

Mother of mine

I just want you to hold me

And go back in time

I'm no longer the person

You had left behind 

With you, I lost more of myself

Than words can ever describe.

I'm sorry for what life gave you

I feel I'm the reason behind. 

The world has abruptly ended

Never gave me a chance to revive.

Days come and go

Sleepless nights pass by

I have stopped crying

The tears have also dried

To be as strong as you, I try

Your tiny frame, always defied 

There is no rhyme or reason

For me to even survive . 

What wouldn't I give in return 

To see your smile, fragile

Shouldn't have let the fires take you

Shouldn't have lit the funeral pyre. 

Everyone loves for a reason

But yours came with no ties

You hugged me when I was good 

Tad tighter when I didn't make you proud.

I can assure you, I'm no good now

I reach for you from the hallows

Pick me up while I'm still trying

For not much longer, I'll be survive.